A Bunch of Hocus Pocus
March 25, 2023
Skepticism has somewhat been the order of the day for me since I left the church, and even beforehand. … More A Bunch of Hocus Pocus
Author: lovescienceandnat20s
Oh no it’s love
January 20, 2023
This is an unexpected development, because while yes, he is the crush I mentioned a few months ago (it was a really busy end of the year for me, okay), I don’t think I really expected it to develop into anything real. … More Oh no it’s love
Added to the List of Grievances
October 19, 2022
I may as well try to write my way out. I’ve added to my list of grievances against God today, legitimate reasons for fighting him in a Wendy’s parking lot. Not even McDonald’s, I’m wanting to get fucking dirty here. (also by the way, please don’t tell me what all the past doctors did wrong, … More Added to the List of Grievances
Demipolybiqueerpanaceexpialidocious
October 13, 2022
One of my weirdest facets is that I’m both polyamorous and demisexual. This shouldn’t work. It probably, in actual practice, won’t work, because for the past four years especially, anything even remotely resembling a crush has been shoved in the back of my brain under “things that genuinely do not matter because there is a … More Demipolybiqueerpanaceexpialidocious
O Death
September 5, 2022
The ad said something along the lines of “Every Zodiac sign has a corresponding Tarot card! What’s yours???” (complete with 72 question marks) Cosmopolitan, as you know, is absolutely the pinnacle in terms of sources of spiritual guidance, so I naturally felt quite marketed to and clicked the link. … More O Death
Entering my Villain Arc
September 1, 2022
I never really dealt with any of who I was, what I did, or what I believed during that season of my life. I don’t mean my childhood, because that’s the stuff that’s easy to untangle, at least comparatively. When it becomes stuff that you actually had a hand in, it becomes muddy. How much of this mess was my doing? How much of the shadow self was my creation? Was this version of me that I’ve left behind inevitable or was she a consequence of my choices?
And truthfully, I might never have dealt with any of this if it weren’t for the events of this week. … More Entering my Villain Arc
My Villain Arc 